She

She is the one I loved, loved with all my heart and may be heart is not all I had to give but much more may be my soul. I died when she left; a big part of me died a very painful death. Every day I am reminded of misery and pain I went through and then in the cloud of darkness the silver lining comes in with her smiling face and happy moments we shared. Even though the moments were an ounce of a life but felt like a lifetime, a lifetime of feeling loved and wanted, being desired by someone. The beauty of love is so undefined that it carries many a lifetimes and so many of us to figure out that was it us or was it love that moved their position in our life. The road ahead is long and so many crossroads that I miss a hand walking with me, I still keep my fingers open of where her fingers use to close on mine. I walk ahead and lead the shadow that trails thinking that it’s her walking with me. I hope it never rains so I don't lose my sunshine! Walk by me my love.